Thursday, December 20, 2007,

beautiful lights...
music box???
gals seem to like to do this... so i tried too haha


空即是色，色即是空。。。 曾当成是笑话的一句话，今晚仿佛多了一份体会。。。刚才走在街上，不禁百感交集，想到了从前，想到了现在，想到了未来。。。

圣诞灯火的绚丽，让今晚黯淡了许多，人潮的汹涌，只让我而外寂寞，情侣的每一个举动越是甜蜜，嘴角越是感觉到苦涩，很庆幸有好友相伴，却感叹它只是朋友，而不是她。。。更想到承诺虽代表永恒与诚恳，承诺的诚恳却往往只在它被许下的那一瞬间。。。

但也许世事都有着她存在的原因，不是吗？也许这个圣诞的黯淡，是为了让下一个圣诞更绚丽，今晚的寂寞与苦涩，是为了让将来的每一个夜晚更幸福与甜蜜。。。朋友相伴的感慨却又带点失落，能凸显下一个圣诞与情人拥抱使得感动万千。。。承诺仿佛只是诚恳的永恒，但我坚信，也渴望。。。下一个承诺。。。会是永恒的诚恳。。。

圣诞快乐，下一个圣诞，我一定会比这个圣诞。。。快乐 =）

wow... david told me he uploaded our 2 songs onto www.beanidol.com ... woah... then i went to see its like a place where everyone uploads their priginal compositions... quite cool man... n there were lots of comments!!! hahaha... quite encouraged by all the comments... aniwaes, will upload 2 or 3 more songs onto my blog n this website in this coming 2 weeks... yup!!! hahaha

me n my army buddies at sentosa!!!

found his pic in my HP... yup, fun at sentosa... volleyball, ultimate frisbee... and watch chiobu!!! woah... some bikini babes realli quite hot... oopppsss... sorry dear... biological instincts... i promise when gothot guys on the street ill jio u to see k??? hahhaha

2dae ply bball with xiong... walao... lose 7 sets to 1... xiong shoot 3pointer oso like drinking water... shoot off the glass form left side every shot oso thiok... n when he shot from the right, i shouted "hahaa... this side u are not accurate when u slice the board!!!" xiong replied:" then dun use the board lo... then the ball went in.. OMG...

after that we ate lunch at hougang... then i bought my swimming trunks... tehn xiong persuade e to go back to school wif him... he said that it wun rain n i ca swim while aiting for him n i can oso get my stuff from the hall... i believed him... but it rained... but i cleaned up my whole room!!! shiok ah!!!

then i went dinner wif xiong... after that we play pool... walao... xiong use his cue stick to measure angle... then he made shots like he was playing yahoo pool... i lost 5-2...

sigh, hahaha... but i enjoyed the day very much... brothers forever

the house fels like theres onli me now... n my familay are all asleep now... leaving just me in the living room... they all say... ya must be damn happy everyday rite??? shes coming back soon... yet i think... this is realli the toughest period i am like going thru.. perhaps tats why they ay the last lap is the hardest... suddenlt remembered 2 verses from the song that i wrote in the past...

黑黑的天空，是什么都没有，

只有月亮高挂在天空

空荡的房子，是谁都没有，

只有孤单寂寞的我

望出窗外，看见美丽的星空，

却觉得仍然缺少些什么

原来美女，再多也没有用，

因为我对你，情有独钟。。。

justfeel like writing it down =)

the christmas lights at orchard..

huihuang is leaving... suddenly it just doesnt feel right... am i like... getting perturbed im gonna miss huihuang... i think so.. i really do... beetin go taiwan le.. jiangyuan going somewhere oso.. left me n xiong... seriously i got no idea how my christmas is gonna be man... hmm.. huihuang said im gonna post his video dancing para para n make him a clown... but huihuang is one hu becomes the clown to make the ple arnd him happy... so never underestimate his maturity and sensitive side...

wil always remember ya offer to see cherylene off tat day... im not gay but... yup wil miss u =)

stupid blogger down... cant post pictures... but aniwaes... had great fun shopping wif yilynn on saturday... we spent like the whole day walking arnd n watched a nice movie called enchanted... its abt this gal from a fairy tale getting lost in the real world... so she was trying to look for her true love's kiss... i aint exactly looking for one... im waiting for it!!! oopppss... paiseh... erm, yup... then we had dinner at a korean restaurant before chilling at ice cold bar... somehow, wasnt bored for a single moment.. though got abit emo when i saw the christmas lights... yilynn quite chio oso but... well... im sure she understood why i was emo hahaha...

in any case... so shopping wif a gal can be fun afterall... this is my past impression of wad shopping is like:

gal: hey wait here k? i want ya opinion on this top...
me: ok
gal: how does this look? which is better?
me: i think the one ya holding on ya right hand better...
gal: HUH? haiya, ask u u oso dunno wan la...

WTH, CCB... these are the words that will go thru in my mind... n when i shoped wif yilynn, she asked for my opinion everytime she tried on something... found most stuff that i pointed to her nice and tried them on... bought shoes and skirt that i suggested she tried them on... i think perhaps it just happened that we have similar taste.. the again onli ne has comented that my taste is not good..

but in any case... if ya want a guy to shop wif u... n ya tastes differ alot... its ok... just make sure u show that ya respect his opinion but tell him nicely that ya taste is diferent... anyway, "u oso dunno lah" shld realli be the last thg that comes out from ya mouth.. take note gals =)

woah.. finally im free!!! n exams ae over... do feel a little down la... cuz cher wun be arnd to have fun with me.. sigh... in any case, i met up with huihuang and xiong for ktv!!! woah, reina's singing is damn powerful man!!! wahahaha... after that... i played pool with huihuang... ecerytime he say my white ball wil go into the hole, it will go in.. his mouth is damn powerful man!!!! hahahha then i ate supper with him... he said eat teochew porridge... guess wad... he ordered like curry potatos, otah and laa laa to go with the porridge...

in any case, its finally over!!! =)