Torn.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007,

jasmine toh's bdae treat for me!!!
meeting linjie at science fac...
kee yilynn!!! evan almighty... okok movie onli haha
me n victoria at fisherman's wharf...
vict n me at novena sometime ago...
kayaking wif my my best frens!!!! nothg beats u guys!!! xcept cher of cuz!!! hahahha
clara and me makan supper at geylang
weiliang's gf!!! hahahaha dunno why i post tis pic oso... hahaha
very long never update le... so these are some of the frens hu have kept me company while cher as away... n thanx to all of u for spending time with me... cuz i realli miss her til it feels like insanity is drawing near occasionally... hahahha... n stats is driving me crazy too...
2dae cher ask me:" dear ah... when i go Los Angeles, can i share room with another 2 guys frens?" hmmm... i wished that i can be there with u dear... then like u said ya can share rm with me and not other guys... hahaha... but then again... i think a relationship is all abt trust ba... even though ive been kindof betrayed bfore... i will still stick wif my principles ba... im in singapore n shes in LA... if everyday we are suspecting whether the other party is gonna like another person, how can it ever work?
realise i have many close gal frens... n they all say they feel very comfy arnd me... n i start to wonder why... haha... n i guess i realli have some idea... cuz 15mins into the conversation wif huever i go out wif they will ask, how r u recently? well, tats the verbal cue that will start all my non stop whining abt how badly i miss cherylene... hahaha... guess they are well aware im not the least interested in a fling... hahaha... cuz if tats the case i cld hav just hidden the fact im attached very easily from the rest of the world actalli, hahaha... n have a fling... but seriously... xiong, u n me are the same type la... so beetin, dun think too much too... i believe xiong loves one n onli u!!! =)
frens are such dangerous pple... i feel... one moment they can be praising me n saying im a sweet bf... the next moment they can be saying as a guy im not accomodatg enuf n tat cher shld be more demanding... others have said why i dun just dump all the hall stuff i now have n earn money to fly to canada?
for being understanding, matured and strong... 13more weeks of pain for u is all worthwhile =) n my frens, thanks for all the care n love u guys shower, thru msn or even ON MY TAGBOARD???!!! hahaha... realised i must have been qte a reasonably ok fren... cuz when my
my msn nic says "emo"... i had 8 pple asking me wad happened and whether i am ok... thanx pple, i love all of u too... n my mum, grandparents... WAIT!!! U THINK GOLDEN HORSE AWARDS SPEECH AH???!!! ok pple, short n sweet, thanx!!! =) n dear... thanx!!! =)



9:17 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007,

2dae went for virtuso auditions at SMU... quite funny... the guy just told me to sing... n after i sang he just said "thanx"... hahahhaa... then called a gd frn on the bus... n got shouted at... felt quite hurt la... though i noe tat she is must hav been in a bad mood... but then again, i just hate it when pple shout at me, cuz it brings back very bad memories...

when i was at SMU, some lyrics just came flooding my brain and i finally filled in the bridge for the song i wrote for cher... hope u understand why i wrote this bridge this way... n hope tat wherever u go... whenever u miss me... u can sing this song... perhaps time will really fly and go past faster... n very soon i can see u again =)

<<和空气跳舞>>

(VERSE 1)
指尖残留着你的温度
你不在,我尝试装着毫不在乎
空气缠绕着你的发香
闭上眼睛靠记忆呼吸

(VERSE 2)
写一首属于你我的歌曲
唱着唱着,也许能填补现时和幻想的差异
伸手却不能抱得太紧
才不会发现是空气

(CHORUS)
我只爱你,我的舞伴只会是你
你的舞步我和你心有灵悉
你要怎么跳,我都会配合着你
就算剰下回忆中的你也不哭泣
我只爱你,我的舞伴永远是你
我会等你,请你别把我忘记
如果让你走能够给你幸福
微笑地松开你的手也是种最 完美的舞步

(REPEAT VERSE 1)

写一首属于你我的歌曲
唱着唱着,也许能填补现时和幻想的差异
伸手却不能抱得太紧 才不会 发现自己

(BRIDGE)
翩翩起舞努力地转动着身体
时针却没加速转动
带着眼泪独自跳双人舞
愿时间被我感动

(REPEAT CHORUS)

hope time will fly, so tat i will dance with air no more... =)

7:17 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007,

qte long never blog liao... very lazy plus very busy... science of music and bahasa is realli time consuming... n the other handim tryg ta catch up on readings... plus my driving realli sux so im gonna shuffle between schl n eunos during a weekday so tat i can improve... as for the mana thingy... think ill just end... hahaha basically xtacy humsulou will release the gas and I will thru some national broadcast use myhypnotising abilities to calm n neutralise the effects of th gas... then horny hunter will slug it out n kill xtacy humsuplou... in a nutshell la... hahhaha...



aniwae... waiting at bedok mac now n tryg to catch cher online but shes not there... tried calling on jajah but she din pick up... sigh... its realli like kylie's song... "cant get u outta my head.... cant get u outta my head"... hahaha...



miss ya dear... alot... n hpefully, for my frens out there... if the one u love... is still beside u, cherish his or her presence bfore he or she leaves... if he or she is not there and have left but will return, do not blame him or her for leaving but ask yaself wad u had done to make him or her leave... in my case... ill wait patiently for cher to return... becuz to waiting for someone u love... n someone whom u noe loves no one but u... and waiting for a gal hu is matured, understanding, good tempered and sweet is worth the long wait =)



i tell myself "weiliat... u hav gone thru worse times, this is nothing!!!!" SHIT... im missing cher again hahaha

12:44 PM

Saturday, September 01, 2007,

just now me, huihuang and gang went to makan steambat 2gether!!!! shiok man.. eat til feel like feel like dying... but then i had ta go home early cuz i have a date on skype!!! hahaha.. but tanx guys thanx alot!!!! then the orange ball pants ya guys bought me is so HH!!! hahaha... no design one phoneix sun logo n adiddas logo 70+ bucks!!! hahahha... like his gap shirt... but its orange!!! love it man so AA hahahaha... (orange pants better than blue underwear rite?? wahahahaha).. aniwae me xiong n hh remembered somethg on the bus...

weilat is sick of sweet drinks and approaches kopi stall that we have ordered alot of drinks fro already... uncle charges him 30cents...

weiliat:"walao, he shldnt even charge me la!!! at most charge 20cents for plain water rite??? we bought so much drinks liao!!"

HH:" actualli its a damn god deal... u tan tiok (had a good bargain) liao lo..."

weiliat:" WHY????!!"

HH: Teh=70cents
Teh Peng=90cents
Peng= Teh Peng - Teh
= (90-70)cents
= 20cents
therefore, water= water peng - peng
= (30-20)cents
= 10cents

therefore, weiliat has a good bargain becuz he said shld charge 20cents for the water but he was charged 10 cents onli.

**weiliat, xiong n JY roll eyes**

11:00 PM