Torn.
Thursday, February 01, 2007,

woah 2dae has been a very tiring dae man... din do much work... highlighted a few pages of research, met elaine for lunch, watched show wif her in hall, then read comics, eat dinner, watched bball, temasek won EH!!! =) then came back play badminton til 11, after that went for productions dance, supper at FS, do one reading n 10 pages from txtbk at 2plus til now... its like 4am soon... n listening to my song again n again...

received sms from gary goh saying my lyrics rox... msn siewhoon tell me the competition organisers ate her hall keep repeatg my song... abit sad that the performance flopped, but glad my music meant somethg to many out there n many thanx to all the pple hu supported me... started listening at the lyrics, n imagining myself totally in the story, seeing the irony between consecutive sentences, different phrases...

if life were to come to an end soon, will u choose to let her cry in ya arms or smile in someone else's... a guy that thru all his inabilities to even cook or make coffee properly, thru imagining his gf cooking for him, then watchg him while he does the dishes... a guy that needs n loves his gf alot... cant sleep when its quiet without her snoring away, feels disturbed when no one is nagging at him instead of feeling happy... i guess thats all the little thg that can make u miss a person very much... then to ask ya best fren to act wif u to make the one u love leave u so that she can move on, knowing that ya r leaving this world soon... the hand that ya wanted to hold on so tighly to slapping ya on the face... a promise never to lie to each other broken by ya attempt to let her leave you n go to someone else just so that she might be happier...

sometimes life is so ironic, we feel stressed when we have school, bored when we r damn free, depressed when we r attached, lonely when we r not, humans never really noe wad they want n r haunted by these ironies of life everydae... dun ya think so???

3:40 AM