was readg my novel " a death in venice "... sudden surge of sadness overcomed me... :) ever since my breakup, ive read many books to keep my mind distracted, but i guess recent additions to my stress is slowly but winning... had a dream tat nite... of her in a very pretty wedding gown n a very suave guy coming out of a bmw... she seemd so happy... was toking to chowloo e nxt dae, she saw her wif a very suave guy at coffeeclub ex... i woke up after the dream smiling, yet a tinge of sadness lingers... saw an episode of e 9pm law drama... maybe i din understand her wif her heart?? juz gd 2 noe shes happy...

recently has been facg stress in camp 2... the pple up there are threateng to confine me 28daes within camp over a small matter... every little mistake receives e biggest punishmnts, guess tats why they say we shld juz keep a low profile... or zre they seizg the chance to punish someone hu doesnt " yes sir 3 bags full " 2 uppr authority?? :) pple out there, dun work 2 hard in camp k?? no pt giving opinions 2 push for improvemnts... cuz we mean nothg to em :)

have been tryg hard to keep up a happy front... hmm, guess blogging is a gd place to destress ya?? haha.. 2ml will be a better dae :0)