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Wednesday, March 21, 2007,

sigh.... feeling abit emo and kinda jealous now... was talking to a fren on msn...she flew to england to find her bf... then she woke up at 5 to make his fav hot chocolate, tidied up his room, n made the bed and breakfast... haha... not that i am chauvinistic lah, but i guess once in awhile, being on the eceiving end on such sweet acts of love despite doing them being very troublesome, is really a very sweet feeling... perhaps i should not just think of wanting that kinda treatment... perhaps i can learn to cook too, and cook a sumptuos meal, bake some pasta for my loved one 2... guess that wil be sweet... hehe, shall get some tips from grandma soon!!! n burn down my hall kitchen for that matter =) guess its the small acts of love that make a relationship go log and perhaps, all the way down the long journey of life???

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