butter garlic escargo!!!!!! did i speell it correctly? hahaha chicken chop in meriene sauce gratin style... sirloin steak!!! authentic leather menu! romantic settings!!!! =)
my mum testg out her skills... couple shot!!!!! our table no. ... class hahaha somethgs tat look nice on the table!!!! =)
went to a damn romantic restaurant... found it when i met up with my mum for lunch... i remember exclaiming "Mummy! this restaurant damn romantic rite??!!!" and she replied... "but ya r with a laozhabor!!!" hahaha... true to a certain extent... but if shes a laozhabor, she has to be one of the prettiest mums or laozhabors arnd!!! =p then the food was freaking nice... and a pint of asahi really completed the meal...
met up with victoria ytd at vivo... watched a movie called halloween tat just keeps showing how a psychopath keep going arnd killing pple... waste money... but victoria say she finds the show exciting... eeewwww... hahaha... luck not my gf, dunno wad she will do to me!!! =p then we had nothg to do after dinner n i randomly suggested the arcade... n she challenged me to dance para para... n so i did!!!! hahaha... got a C grade but pass the level la... thot very chui... so i ask her to dance also... then she can onli get D!!!! hahahaha
heres the video of how cock i look during para para... laugh ya hearts out! hahaha
3:20 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007,
emo emo emo... these few days im so emo!!! hahaha... missing cherylene badly... cant seemta find energy to do stuff... 9 more weeks to go!!! pain... but i noe ill pick myself up somehow...
went night cycling on friday nite... think all the emoness must have stemmed from the cycling... cuz wherever i cycle past, images, be it from the past, or how i imagine being there with cher will be... especially when we were cycling to newton market to eat... pass by MCYS...
however... the gd thgs is tat the memories are so fond... there are places tat used to fill me with nostalgia but have somewad no effect on me animore... took a train to learn driving 2dae n pass by a place which i used to go so often... yet now my mind is just a blank when i pass by... perhaps my mind auto-censors lousy stuff? then i have a good brain... no wonder i rarely have any past memories when walking past pool places which i have been to with huihuang before... =p
huihuang say i ground weiliat... sigh... startg to think i suck in bball... but its ok... xiong is so powerful... n if huihuang continues to screen and shoot like he did on friday... plus JY continue to display wad i saw the last time... i think i can just check the ball, make one pass, then stand there n see my team win...
cant seem to do anythg rite... perhaps i shld just mug, haha
11:46 AM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007,
7:14 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007,
my most beloved Girl friend!!!!
The "why is my porridge not here yet" look
this is my mum, just had supper with her... this is the one woman who ive dated since i knew wad dating was... i used to shop alot wif her... n i will tag along from the woman's clothes department to even the bran and panties section... The supermarket, where i will throw everythg i want into the trolley... n mentally prepare for a feast when i get home... then the toys department... where i will tell her how nice a certain ninja turtle action figure without mentioning the word "buy"... i will then wait for her analysis and decision...
Nowadays... i realise theres less stuff to do with her... and what used to be an undying stamina for shopping has mellowed into what i would now compare to as a walk in the park...i vaguely remember days whereby i called her everyday to ask when she was coming home... and getting real upset when i knew that she wanted to take up a partime job after her 8-5 job, pleading to her not to becuz we wun have time for each other... Nowadays, im just home on the weekends and she calls me almost once or twice a day at least... what she used to hold on to was a small little palm... which now dangles at an uncomfortable distance below her palm, so much so that she holds my upper arm as though we were truly dating...
while this shld never be a reason to take someone for granted, the thought of having someone that will never leave you... someone who showers unconditional love... never fails to soothe any unsettled feelings one might have... i used to think, i had already found 2 such persons, only to realise that such thots are but illusions... someone unselfish, truly having my best interests in mind, using every ounce of effort to make sure my life is in order, always reassuring me that everythg she does is for me...
Then again, i refuse to bow down... its just not me... reading an online book called 1984... something caught my eye, bringing out some deep and stirring thots from within... "'Who controls the past, controls the future; who controls the present controls the past... I refuse to let my past control me, cuz it undermines my appreciation and ability to believe in the present... I try my best to control the future, such that a better future will make the past serve nothing but a baseline underlining how bright the future is... I still believe i have found 2 such persons...
beliefs... believe... hmm... why this sudden burst of emotions i do not know... must be a sudden burst of randomnness at work again =)
10:45 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007,
ice cold water when posing for block photo!!!! tryg hard to reach the high pitch bridge... david and his powerful software... mixer!!!! dfavid on the drums....
preparing a surprise for the freshies on blk supper nite... bananas... and coins in water... blindfolded freshies... I WANT 45cents!!!! D4 bapoks!!!! hahahha derrick liao... CHUI hahhaha
blk supper.... where guys wear spaghetti straps n strut their stuff, doing catwalks, hahaha... where pple get smeared by flour, ketchup and what have you... hahaha... sometimes they say hall life is crazy... i certainly think so... hahahha... i guess when we try so hard to make every decision sanely in life, we do need some moments of insanity to release some stress... and formulate some unforgettable experiences... moments whereby we are the real us... moments whereby we are purely guided for instinct and desire for fun... hahaha... more photos on facebook...
above in the picture is me and david... recording dancing with air... seriously david is one hell of an arranger of music... n i alwaz call him the music guru!!! or music GULU... (hahhaa, yes clara, gulu... hmm clara as in amos's gf la hahaha) we were gonna send this song in for competition... the s-pop thingy organised by channel U... david worked many nights on it without sleeping... n he submitted it only 10 mins bfore the deadline... sigh... n the website stopped allowing pple to upload le... feeling fucking sad now... but then again... im still very thankful to have david as a fren la... cuz working with him has made all my songs into real songs... songs that are no longer just a soul but with a body... haaha... in some sense...
damn sian damn sian... FUCKING SIAN!!!!!!!! dreamt of singg on national TV for u dear... =( hmm... maybe nxt time ba
4:31 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007,
me n ivy... best frens for 8 yrs cum 2 time duet champions partner... finally took a picture 2gether hahaha a monster called bear
Adverts: wang in science of music... single and available BE NICE TO ME!!!!!! blood donation first time a monster called... erm... i think more horrifyg than monster my mum's shepherd pie!!!
2dea met up with Ivy and we did nothg but nua... and tok kok of cuz... since issac is like perpetually overseas and cher is like in vancouver, we have pretty much to tok abt... had ice cold beer at SMU... hoegarden draft rox!!!!! (X n HH: weiliat!!! JIU GUI!!! WL: kaobae la)
gonna join a competition called s pop or dunno wad... gonna send my song in... "和空气跳舞"... hopefully it will go far???n beetin is flying in a mth's time... dancing with air... being attached to a person that is not by ya side... in times of loneliness we will always have each other!!! cheers!!!
n wang... why is he on my blog??? i think hes a damn garang fren hu tries very hard to maintain our army relationships and friendships... he always organise outings n stuff... sometimes i feel when i do not maintain my friendships, will my frens take initiative? or will everythg just fizzle into thin air... perhaps i shld try n see... dun u think so? but perhaps then ill havta L I V E with the pain of losing them... hmmm....
7:28 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007,
randomly feel lie blogging... wanna upload pics but my fujitsu lappie at home got no bluetooth...
aniwae... was at developemental psyche lecture on fridae... false belief... and egocentrism... milestones that children would reacj mentally... basically, in very lament terms, it just means being able to see thgs from one's perspectives... when we are young... this is really more literal in the sense tat when a child sees somethg for example, that is blocked out of sight from the experimenter's angle, he or she thinks that the experimenter will be able to see it too simply because he or she can see it...
hmm... i would think that when we are adults, perhaps this egocentrism, taking the form of more psychological issues marks an adult being matured... and is some sort of milestone... then again this is a milestone some pple might take forever to reach i feel...
remembered i was toking to a fren abt this issue some time before.. imagine this situation... 2 pple, A and B needa buy a a shared phone for some reason... A wants nokia and B wants sony erricsson... they both had a debate and went home subsequently... B thinks in this direction: perhaps Nokia is really better than sony? A must insist on Nokia because A is so used to using Nokia phones... perhaps Nokia is more durable or has better functions? perhaps afterall, Nokia might not be a bad choice afterall? A then thinks in this direction: Why must B want to buy Sony? Isnt it plain obvious that Nokia is better? If i get a Sony phone, i will haveta get used to using it all over again... isnt buying a Nokia phone ridiculous? If Nokia was bought, B will think: Hmm... gues Nokia has its strengths... If Sony was bought, A might just think: Fine, i dun agree at all but if it pleases u, we will buy sony then
thinking in other pple's shoes... seeing thgs from others' perspectives... somethg that takes forever to master, somethg that will hold relationships 2gether... somethg absolutely precious =)
9:18 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007,
almost woke up late for bahasa indon test 2dae... somehow i was saved when i woke up at 750am for my 8am test... almost set alarm wrongly and wouldnt have woken up for my test... luckily i felt emo n cldnt fall asleep... so i looked at my hp n realised... saved...
hmm.... 2dae test then lecture then skype with cher then tutorial then swim 20 laps... (slack cuz xiong never supervise hahaha) tats all lo... 2dae got AGM and meeting with the lao ah peks in my hall hahaha... the SCRC (senior common room commitee)... after meetg shld be skyping again and then will attempt to finish my developemental psyche assgnment reading...
sometimes i feel my life is becoming so dry and mundane... realli wanna do some random thgs, have some fun... n i wanna sing ktv badly, huihuang or chiobu, either one... hahaha... sigh, be strong weiliat, be strong
4:57 PM
Yours Truly
I love songwriting!!!
N singing...
a random person hu has strange ideas popping out from nothing =)
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