wow!!! 2dae finally got my ic back!!! haha... somehow pink's a very nice colour to me now... think it will at least last for sometime haha... realli many thanx to fuyuan for helpg me a lot thru e sendg arms shit... been giving him lotsa trouble haha... thanx FUYUAN!!! hehe... after tat cuz still early mah... then tuition starts at 3... so i played table tennis wif weisheng... walao... play 7 sets onli win 1 man!!! shiok man... its been quite aome time i kena thrashed liao haha... looks like he has been traing hard... nxt time ill play him again hehe... n bring my own bat...

later i went wareham road to give tuiton to a p2 kid... heard many have failed to earn this child's likeg before me.. haha... he quite guai lan la... ask him wads his name he said he forgot liao... but later i slowly break ice then it became better liao... walao... he damn smart lah, finish his 1hr and 15 mins paper still got left 35 mins... but alot of careless mistakes end up got 60... but i think if i can make him like me, i can definitely nurse him to gd grades... heh

now im at home... haha... maybe he didnt like me after all n will call n sack me later... hmm... c how ba... nowadays i realli can take n let go of stuff easily...my cousin's bdae is tis sundae... my auntie asked me to ask my gf to come... haha... anione wanna earn some partime money or have been secretly admirg me please apply k?? haha... kiddg la... bein single's not soo bad after all :) until someone proves me wrong :0)

wow!!! 2dae finally got my ic back!!! haha... somehow pink's a very nice colour to me now... think it will at least last for sometime haha... realli many thanx to fuyuan for helpg me a lot thru e sendg arms shit... been giving him lotsa trouble haha... thanx FUYUAN!!! hehe... after tat cuz still early mah... then tuition starts at 3... so i played table tennis wif weisheng... walao... play 7 sets onli win 1 man!!! shiok man... its been quite aome time i kena thrashed liao haha... looks like he has been traing hard... nxt time ill play him again hehe... n bring my own bat...

later i went wareham road to give tuiton to a p2 kid... heard many have failed to earn this child's likeg before me.. haha... he quite guai lan la... ask him wads his name he said he forgot liao... but later i slowly break ice then it became better liao... walao... he damn smart lah, finish his 1hr and 15 mins paper still got left 35 mins... but alot of careless mistakes end up got 60... but i think if i can make him like me, i can definitely nurse him to gd grades... heh

now im at home... haha... maybe he didnt like me after all n will call n sack me later... hmm... c how ba... nowadays i realli can take n let go of stuff easily...my cousin's bdae is tis sundae... my auntie asked me to ask my gf to come... haha... anione wanna earn some partime money or have been secretly admirg me please apply k?? haha... kiddg la... bein single's not soo bad after all :) until someone proves me wrong :0)

wow... wad a dae man... 2dae started work in quite a nice mood, cuz got some impt matters sorted out... haha... after tat start work... n wanjing made me a super nice cup of ice coffee man... then soon came dinner time... walao... guess wad i had for staff dinner... roasted sliced lamb wif gratin potato... ( potato slices baked with cheese and sour cream ) !!!! omg man... i took a pic of the food wif my 6111.. haha...

after tat came the irritatg part... as dinner time went by... beach hut became very crowded... then got many tables whereby like big grps oredr... then like quite long nvr work at nite n at bz shifts... abit rusty liao... make stupid mistakes... then somemore e chefs very stressed then kan me for nothg man... got a german couple wanted to change their baked potato to wedges... then they keep sayg they want vedge or somethg... then i ask so ya juz want all vedge izzit?? they nodded then later complain i nvr change for em... then e cook scold me... later i took quite sometime to bring out all e orders cuz i not zai enugh to bring out 3 at one go... oso tiok kan... fuckg hell... but old pple are like tat wan lah... so suan le lo... make tis job a preparatn for worse employers out there... haha...

2dae somethg came to my mind in e eveng haha... my frens wif the same prob can try... last time i had a fren hu was like sorta in love wif 2 guys... confused, she refused to contact both guys at all for like 3 daes... or a week, not sure haha... then she put the 2 names on a piece of paper... every time she thinks of any one of em she makes a marking... at first one of them had quite a lot more markgs... but somehow as time went by the other overtook greatly... haha... tats how she finally sort her life out... haha.. quite no link leh tis parta my blog... but hope ya guys find it useful :0p take care guys!!! gonna watch prince of tennis now!!!! damn happy now haha... crazy

wow... im sooo happy now though my dae ended in a near disaster... haha... juz watched xmen 2dae aniwae... its realli nice man, at least i feel tat way... lookg at wolverine... haha... i realli hope my feelings can heal soooo fast whenever im hurt... juz now becuz of some incident i felt damn down n stressed out man... then i laid down on a playgrd's slide n started to scold a tree... haha, yes.. a tree... after tat called jeslyn... scolded loads of vulgarities man, hehe... jes is realli onli e onli gal hu can take it haha... after tat somehow i juz felt very relaxd... come 2 think of it... to make a sad person happy u muz be happier than her... to support a weak person u muz be stronger than her.. to give a pessimistic person hope u muz be more optimistic... n 2 help a very emotional person u muz be more calm... ill be happy, calm, optimistic n strong.. if i can choose a xmen ill not be shadowcat, cuz she escapes from her probs... yet tats e way shes made :) ill be wolverine, ill face my probs n fight.. n protect e shadowcat haha :0p nitezz folks!!!

omg... for e past 6mths after my breakup... ive never felt soooo happy bfore... 2dae went to work after watchg a gd bball game bet miami heat n detriot... walao, ben wallace vs shaq... then after tat went to work... 2dae did almoz everythg correct... but im stil quite forgetful... aniwae im improving... i wanna enter e bar soon n learn abt the alchohol drinks tat i noe peanuts abt... hehe... then staff lunch fish n chips man, damn high... haha...

finished work at 4 plus... meetg ivy at 6 plus... so i hang arnd parkway mph lo... llooorrvvve browsing bks nowadays haha... although end up nvr buy... moz of e time watchg anime now aniwae... then after tat finally... met ivy!!!! haha... we ate super nice chk rice then sang at katong shoppg center... some uuluu ktv wif super gd sound system... hehe... we sang so many duets 2gether.. but all cannt make it haha... until in shan hu hai... walao first time i enjoy singg tis song cuz e notes r correct... after tat sang ni zui zhen gui n dance during interlude like last time competitn haha.. it was flawless... then she started to learn zhu wo sheng ri kuai le... n i recorded it down... we sang like arnd 8 times man... then we chose e bez recordg n i send to her via bluetooth... juz love e hum n resonance produced during duets... so far these few mths havent got such a gd better duet partner liao... or maybe a even better one awaits me?? haha... mi juzzz sooo happy 2dae :)

wow... nice of yip to drop by my blog haha.. gonna chiong my aussie album on thrsdae man... sigh... but im looking forward 2 2ml... singg wif ivy wong... haha... actualli theres a gal i wld very much love to sing wif 2... or maybe even want to sing wif her more... but shes like swim 2 tired, sing her voice nt gd, cycle veri sian... well, realli wanna go swimmg... sigh or juz nite cyclg... but i noe she will juz say shes tired... like im not tired when i accompany her sometimes... chey

aniwae 2dae denise ( my beach hut manager ) personally impart her skills of e restaurant to me... 2ml ill be tested on how 2 set up by myself haha... excitg man... then my boss bet 20 satays wif me i wrote a wrong order... i lost haha... but well, im alwaz told no matter where i work... tat im not a fast learner but hardwkg n willg to put in effort... juz nw before i left i drew e restaurant table arrangemt... shld be no prob 2ml hehe...

later on my way hm cycled past her place... so dropped by her place to watch vcd wif her... then after tat she said she was quite hungry n told me to go down n help her buy tidbits... i was like starvg by then... asked her to go downstairs eat somethg wif me she juz keep sayg very troublesome n stuff... i abit sian lah... go eat somethg onli mah... its like i early in e morng or late in e nite when she wants me to accompany her ill never complain tat shes troublesome n appear bfore her asap... sometimes i feel like im fucking stupid to try to be nice to her when shes like tat... i juz want her to do little thgs its troublesome then she alwaz out of nowhere then cry like not troublesome lo... but its like when i see her smile... hai i feel very happy... then when im angry i dun show it evidently... haha, after one breakup regain my temper control liao... heh ( nt completely though )... when i try to tell her to be nicer to me, she will look like ive offended her or somethg... she looked damn tired so i massaged her head for her, after tat she said thank u... i dunno but it juz felt damn nice when she said it... juz wanna noe e person appreciates mah... but im glad she looks happier dae by dae lah :0) sigh, im stupid..

aniwae 2ml will be a happy dae!!! i can alreadi smell it... :) its juz nice when pple appreciate ya company... or rather they tell u n not expect u 2 noe they appreciate it... maybe im oversensitive sometimes 2... but i want her to be happy so much... sigh... nvm!!! sing away my blues 2ml!!!! yyeehhh!!!!!

2dae i went to e budget airline terminal to pick her up... shes working as cashier at hans there... she slept on my lap on e way hm... i held her hand 2... sorta realli feel like old times... later i made my aussie photo album at her place n we watched da chang jin 2gether til her dad came back wif our dinner... kinda enjoyed my dae until my mum called... told her im at her place... she asked if we are 2gethr again... i said i dunno... she juz said dun go back 2 her juz becuz im lonely n said i muz be cautious... i told elaine wad my mum said... n asked her whether she is sorta wif me onli cuz shes lonely nw... i asked her if my mum's rite... she said shes nt sure 2... nowadays i realli feel so insecure... sometimes i juz hope she will say some nice thgs to reassure me tat she misses me or somethg... my frens have all sorta opinion... " if still got spark go for it lo.. " " shes juz using u n coming back 2 u cuz shes lonely" " follow ya heart if ya still like her 2 " " if theres a new guy she might juz leave u again " sometimes im realli abit sian... i realli enjoy her company alot... n shes so happy when shes wif me... is tat enugh?? some say i shld juz wait for uni start then can ged a new n better gf... or maybe she will ged a new bf 2 when schl reopens?? lots of thgs in my head nw... i juz hope im doing e rite thg now... ive alwaz wanted her to be happy... juz like even linjie n ivy... its like ill go all e way juz to cheer em up... now it seems like im e onli one hu can realli make her happy nw... i guess ill juz enjoy her company for now... if its gonna bring abt anothr heartbreak, fuck it lah... so be it... well, gtg have a gd dae anione hu reads my blog :)

hmmm... suddenly juuz feel like blogging... heh... but dunno wad to blog oso... haha... aniwae yesterdae went drinking wif jesline at beach hut... enjoyed myself man... ordered e usual white wine n listen to e live jazz... sigh... before tat jesline n i were at nydc... i ate a bowl of veg for 12 bucks... haha... ya guys muz be thinkg im nuts rite?? haha... sudden fetish for salad... aniwae guys i put sooo much 1000 island sauce i promise... then there was a baby rolling beside our seat... damn cute man... haha... then jesline kept helpg the baby put back his pacifier into his mouth... end up actualli he juz wanted attention la... cuz his father rest him there quite some time... realli enjoyed myself... haha, somehow jesline's... hmm... full of nonsense in an entertaing way... haha

come to think of it... i quite enjoyed my tuesdae oso... hmm... great meal at far east korean restaurant... walao... miss the hot pot i had in australia... it was damn gd man... after tat walked arnd, actg as a fashion consultant... then watched poseidon... actualli juz suddnly feel like watchg movie but dinnoe wad to watch... so guys, pls dun watch e show... its realli quite plain la... haha... aniwae quite a few frens have said its quite stupid of me to go out wif tis gal... but i guess, since i kinda enjoy her company, why not?? read jasmine's nick on msn... " its better to forget then remember if it makes u more unhappy "... n as usual, im veri gd at selective memory loss haha...

do wad makes u happy.. n fear not wad others say.. cuz one's happiness is not someone else's opinion.. but a fact u noe within..

woah... yesterdae n 2dae were both super great daes man... yesterdae i went beach hut to work earrrllyy in e morng... then first time i whole dae never kena scoldg by boss man!!! sooo shiok... cuz i quite blur normally alwaz diok kan wan... haha... then after finish work straight away chiong hm for mothers dae celebratn... all my aunties n uncles gathered at my grandma's place... hehe... then ttaaadddaaaa... i helped my mum put on her happy mothers dae gift, a 300+ pendant frm lee hwa... purple gold plus a strip of diamonds... walao... shiny shiny oooo... haha, then my aunties all damn jealous, my mum of cuz damn happy laaa... haha... then jesline called me in e nite n said she super miss me... haha... going out wif her on wednesdae...

2dae actualli very bored in the morning... haha, but finally met linjie at parkway!!! hehe.. so happy, then we ate xiao long bao... erm i ate 4 she ate 1 haha... then after tat we went kbox to sing!!!! all e duets we sang quite buang lah haha... cuz we never practice mah... haha... but our ni zui zhen gui was nevertheless flawless as usual... :) sigh... though my voice super like shit 2dae.. havent recovered from e fries i ate in australia... but still enjoyed e feelg of singg wif her.. :) hope 2ml will be a nice dae 2 :)

juz suddenly came to my mind... decide to post tis down...

ya embrace meant hope
yet ya words meant devastation
were ya words not truely wad ya embraced
or ya embrace was merely a loss for words

hmm... quite bullshit and crappy... but might provide me wif some future inspiratn for songs haha

finally back i singapore!!!! sydney was great fun... but i ate soo much fries i think rice taste so sweet n nice now man... haha... aniwae it was almoz pure shopping n eatg in sydney... as for sight seeing din go blue mountain n hunters valley... but i heard blue mountain's quite boring... walao... then hunters valley is a WINE tastg place man... i sooooo regret not going... but well, still had lotsa fun!!!

the food we ate there... walao eh, portions super bigggg... juz the way i like it... we ate pancake on e rocks ( gals u will lllooovvveee the pancakes ), wooloomooloo hotdogs n meat pies, full breakfast at chalmers cafe, seafood at sydney fish market... omg tis is my fav... im nt gonna describe the rest cuz i dun wanna torment readers of tis blog... ( if theres any haha )... walao eh the oyster one dozen for 9 bucks!!! super fresh!!! then i had lobster mornay ( grilled lobster wif cheese n herbs ), n we ate 1kg of sashimi man!!!!! all super fresh!!!! buay tahan...

ok... shoppg wise... we went to all the markets... rocks, paddingtons, paddys... i bought soooo much food... i spent 100 plus tat dae man... dried fruits, fudge, gelato ice cream, chocolates... aiyo, super fat now man... hehe... went queen victoria shoopg oso... but its like paragon, 2 ex wif me... bought some soft toys at paddys oso... ( as usual not for me )... n bought 2 tops n jeans... hehe ( for me!!!!! ) :p

besides tat went aquarium n zoo... n had a walk frm gucce beach to bondhi beach... walao, tiring man, though the scenery was real nice... but wif a bunch of guys... erm... hmm.. nt veri appealg... then we had lotsa alchohol on the trip... like chardonnay tat is sooooo smooth n gd onli for 10 bucks a bottle???

Hmm... aniwae realli glad to be in singapore, miss the food, things, miss the pple... actualli kinda missed elaine... but juz read her blog, so... well... haha... aniwae, im soooo happy now nevertheless, hehe... n wendy is helpg me wif hall registratn... well, nus hereee i come!!! ( chow loo wld be sayg:" SHIT HES COMING " haha, kiddg... byyeeeeee

yyyeeehhhh!!!! finally fixed up my internet connextn liao.... rrrrooooaaarrr!!!! hahahahaha... hehe, 2 hrs of time toking to the singnet operator lo... i think his ears oso like me burng at the end of the conversation man... haha juz sooooo happy the thing is fixed... learng xin dong xin tong... realli hope to go sing ktv wif linjie or elaine or ivy man... havent been realli enjoyg singg wif the duet partners i had at xzotic... maybe cuz i dun feel for them?? haha

aniwae yestrdae quite sad dae for me... realised one of my frens blocked me on msn... kinda knew damn long ago lah... but confirmed yestrdae cuz i saw him on my frens com... aniwae meetg him soon, so everythgs cool... come to think of it i muz have been spoutg nonsense tats why i was blocked... so juz a bit sad la cuz was quite worried for him all tis while... :) then stupid KEEE YYYYIIILLLYYYNNNNNN dropped my new 6111 into water man!!!! grrr... hope can fix it... if not kill her... grrrrr... aniwae, hope 2daes a better dae!!!!!!!!

walao eh... tat dae got one singtel guy come my place try ta fix my internet connectn... now still cannot haha n guess wad im at yilynn's hostel!!! dun imagine the impossible k... even though im quite attractive haha... but wasted later gotta go work at beach hut... needta reach at arnd 4... but its been a fun job by far... enjoy the seabreeze... see blading babes... ya noe haha... but sometimes ged scoldg whole dae by boss... but he means well i guess... i guess i still far frm bein a gd waiter haha...

nus exams finish liao!!!! hehe so happy cuz can meet all my 'gal' frens liao... haha... was toking to one of my ex juz now... haha, both of us feel tat the breakup last time was very childish... i guess breakups are juz an easy way put bah... if the 2 pple truly love each other, things can alwaz be ironed out... but sometimes breakups are inevitable, maybe both parties deserve someone better... i mean even if patch back, both parties wld have become better bf n gf becuz of the breakup... of cuz i dun mean ya all shld alwaz breakup to upgrade yaself la u dumb asses haha

flying australia soon... think ill miss lotsa pple... n spend lots buyg stuff for other pple... gals to be exact haha... but tis tme i set reminder in my phone to buy somethg for myself liao haha... ok gtg... :) australia, here i come!!!!!