woah... yestrdae went pubbg again wif jackson n nicholas... hmm, din ged to sing much wif jeslyn... sigh, onli sang ni zui zhen gui wif her, but got applause hehe... as for jackson, hmm, jes said he looks damn handsome haha... yestrdae actualli wanted to ged contact lens wan, then e aunty said my eyes " san guang " 2 serious, cannot... haha, then she tried to convince me make new specs... n failed of cuz.. hehe... now i remember tis joke i once told jackson... we were watchg tis show then tis guy got hit by a bullet but din die cuz his spectacles were in his pocket... then i said " hmm, looks like specs (sergeants) are very powerful... haha... ok lah damn lame rite...

aniwae... 2dae went for interview at beach hut at east coast... n got e waiter job, can work wif lipen liao,,, moohahaha... at least better than slack at hm mah... my mum very siong liao, 2 jobs simultaneously, dun wanna tax her... but come to think of it i 3 yrs nvr take money frm her liao.. she muz be damn loaded man haha..

last nite was very worried abt jeslyn man... walao... ok lah, forget the details.. aniwae 2dae rang up elaine... so glad she picked up... even sms me said will meet up after her exams haha... hope she is realli havg a gd time wif her new bf... juz want her to be happy :) as for me... i bought a new bicycle 2dae... damn happy oso... moohahahaha.... hehe.... can cycle to work nxt time haha... ok lah why 2dae so much to tok abt,,, nnniiittteeeezzzzzzz!!!!! :)

omg im feelg damn sian man... its like i realli feel like chattg wif someone or have supper or anythg!!!! but the whole world is like having exams... grrr... sigh... really dying man... then its like come online like not much to do either...

still waitg for job agency to call back... it just feels sian to see my bank balance droppg every passing dae man... then tuition agency oso man tun tun de... sigh... then my camp mates are alreadi working liao walao eh... then i kinda miss jeslyn n elaine... haha... actualli ivy jaz linjie 2... aiyo need to ged some guy soulmate haha... but dunno leh chattg wif guys is a bit sian sometimes... either sex or gals... sian haha

hope i can wake up to a better dae!!!!

yestrdae had a great dae... went foir job interview at liquid kitchen... sounds like a challengg job... muz issue invoices take stock of all e supplies for the kitchen, compile stuff, then make sure suppliers dun cheat n stuff.. realli mafan.. but think ill learn a lot haha... hope ill ged the job... the feelg of rotting at hm realli sucks man...

then after tat i was in siglap area mah... so i decided to drop by the german restaurant tat eeyang n lionel r working at... haha... then they 2 serve me, like quite shiok leh haha... cuz in camp we r like same rank... now go there they like muz obey me haha... then got a cute new waitress... haha... but muz admit, the food realli buay pai man... the pig trotter is like soooooo crispy n sooo... bbbiiiiggggg... eat until i feel like dying haha... stupid eeyang still dare to tell me order another man...

after tat met up wif weijian fo dinner bfore going xzotic... jialat, recently like go pubbing quite often leh.. although i alwaz like onli order onli one jug haha... bez part is to ged to sing duet wif jes :) haha... although we sorta flopped in wu ding yestrdae... wo bu gou ai ni won quite alota applause heh... realli hope she can go n learn in love wif u... then can sing wif her... after tat ate supper wif jes n jennifer... actualli i nvr eat lah haha... but aniwae her fren is like anytime will ged blown away by the wind man.. still say she fat... realli dun geddit... wanna eat juz eat rite?? but on e other hand guys dun realli go for fat gals... so... well, men r creatures tat r hard to please 2 bah :) haha... hope i ged to start work soon!!! heh

hmm... when i stepped outta camp... it felt quite strange... happy but strange... sudden loss of directn... suddenly no place to go, haha... n 3 more months to school man... hmm.. need to ged a job fast man, n stop wastg time here... lettg freedom turn into boredom haha... then can earn some money to spend in uni... if not suddenly have to take pocket money from my mum again sounds painful... n shes working 2 jobs... i think e least i can do is to sustain myself, ya??

after booking out went to eat dinner wif my army pple, then watched ice age 2, super funny haha.. after tat we went some 24 hr place n eat desert... got " milo kingkong " n all sorts of nonsense haha, quite nice... toked abt all sorts of nonsense, abt past camp escapadess, abt how fucked up some army officers n superiors are... aniwae the managemt for my unit is gonna change man... n i fear a lot for my men... cuz i dun exactly like e pple taking over... all e bez to them though...

watchg justice leauge now... so old still watch cartoon haha... but i think maturity is onli revealed when u see how a person handles situations, in life n relatnships ya?? cartoons are real nice, cuz they satisfy dreams tat cannt happen in real life... alwaz wished i was as intelligent as batman, haha.. well, lets hope i find a job soon!! hehe

finally added the front part... n titled the song a world without me.... can almoz imagine it playg wif scenes from memoirs of a geisha in the mtv... haha... help me wif the tune anione out there, k??

sayuri to mr tanaka :" every step ive taken was to bring myself closer to u... "

I was holding ya hand when ya told me u will marry me
I was so reluctant to believe, cuz we were onli 20
Yet I gave my evrythg, to create the world u desire
I started to believe, our love would be forever

Yet as hard as I may try, I alwaz seem to make u cry
E world u wanted would never be the same as mine
If darkness in my world would make yas brighter
N leaving you would make u feel better
In exchange for your smile, let my world quietly crumble

every step ive taken is to bring myself farther away from you
so that happiness can draw near you once more
every step loneliness make me stumble and fall
yet ya smile in a world without me... gives me strength to carry on...

every nite i fall asleep n dream of all tat u have once said
i awake to flashbacks of all the mistakes ive made
when i cant fall asleep, i imagine u in his arms...
ya smile in a world without me.. made me so happy...
tat i can... finally fall asleep..

finally added the front part... n titled the song a world without me.... can almoz imagine it playg wif scenes from memoirs of a geisha in the mtv... haha... help me wif the tune anione out there, k??

sayuri to mr tanaka :" every step ive taken was to bring myself closer to u... "

I was holding ya hand when ya told me u will marry me
I was so reluctant to believe, cuz we were onli 20
Yet I gave my evrythg, to create the world u desire
I started to believe, our love would be forever

Yet as hard as I may try, I alwaz seem to make u cry
E world u wanted would never be the same as mine
If darkness in my world would make yas brighter
N leaving you would make u feel better
In exchange for your smile, let my world quietly crumble

every step ive taken is to bring myself farther away from you
so that happiness can draw near you once more
every step loneliness make me stumble and fall
yet ya smile in a world without me... gives me strength to carry on...

every nite i fall asleep n dream of all tat u have once said
i awake to flashbacks of all the mistakes ive made
when i cant fall asleep, i imagine u in his arms...
ya smile in a world without me.. made me so happy...
tat i can... finally fall asleep..

woah... yesterdae super fun dae man... went out wif my army guys to eat sushi buffet, eat until cannot walk man... then see my men order at a rate suki sushi might need to recall all their workers on leave juz to cope... haha...after tat we went ktv then sang for like 5 hrs... onli paid 11 bucks man, shiok!!! then i sang duet wif lao win n zhiwen n xiaoben... haha.... lao win is a damn gd singer man!!!

after tat i was on my way home then buddy jackson gave me a call jio me go ktv pub... haha... n so i decided to continue my ktv session again!!! hehe... but actually i dun realli like pubbing cuz i dun smoke n dun realli like beer tat much lah, haha... but nvm lo... sing wif jackson mah haha... went xzotic... at first a bit sian... but later got to noe a waitress there... quite a nice gal, n she can sing quite well man... so i happily sang ni zui zhen gui n " zhu wo happy bdae " by wen lan... enjoyed myself man... i await ivy wong exams finish... n linjie n elaine... then can sing wif em!!!! yeh!!! :)

went 2 temple to visit y dad's grave... suddenly wished we had another chance to make things work.. sigh, so i told myself ill take super gd care of my mum... after tat went shopping wif my mum... bought her a pair of shoes n she bought some clothes 2!! then after tat wanted to meet hj or yuanpin wan, grrrr... all not free... but after tat me n my mum thot eat a bit at ding tai feng. abit become 30 bucks haha... going for supper now!!!