was listening to my song... a song about how a guy hu was dying told his best fren to act wif him n pretend that he didnt love his gf animore so that she can move on in life... haha, super emo song n e finals are indeed drawing near... nxt saturdae... n perhaps i cant be in a better mentality to sing sad songs...

i guess life is full of tough decisions... i just made one 2dae, one that im very unwilling to take... but well, in life we have to cope wif upsets... in fact i feel that in life there are many type of decisions, some we can make on our own, like whether to study... others made by 2 people, like a couple gettg married, some by a large grp of pple like a board of directors...those that need more than a person we cannt control... so we can onli control the choices we can make ourselves... if we r lazy, we can choose to be not lazy... if medicine is bitter, we can choose to take it to recover, if we wanna quit somethg like smoking, we can choose to quit, if we wanna accept values that differ from ours, we can choose to accept the values or integrate them into our own n make a compromise... however, to make the choice one must first believe that the choice is right n that the choice is a possible choice... then execute it...

when my song starts, i asked "if ya life would to be nearing an end... would u choose to let the one u love cry in ya embrace or be happily hugging someone else... in my song the guy chose to be a bad guy n make the gal hate him... i tried n realised i cannt do it... but perhaps even if there is no hatred, my choice for this qn would to be anythg that can make her happier...

i hope e pple arnd me can all find true happiness, as i once told ivy before too... as long as ya r happy, everythg is ok... may everyone be happy everydae!!! =) be happy.