Torn.
Thursday, January 18, 2007,

i remember i once wrote a song abt 4 seasons... i cant realli remembr the song but i liked the bridge alot... translated into english it wld be somethg like tis...

" if time can turn, let snow float to the blue skies, fallen leaves return to trees, the sun rising from the west then set in the east, may ya tears return to ya eyes, so tat i may see ya smile once more, give me another chance so tat i may love u wif everythg i have once more"

sometimes there are memories that i wanna erase but i cant...differences i wanna ignore but cannot... thgs that i wanna change but fail... i hope so much that time may turn so that everythg will be right... recently i feel realli tired by everythg... theres really lots of thgs going on in my mind... thgs tat i wld rather not think abt but cant control myself...

i guess im thinking too much... but i miss the times that my mind is free n happy... when i cannt experience extreme happiness but oso not extreme sadness... =)

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