hi my dear blog... its been damn long since i visited u... tats becuz i have been realli bz these daes... not that im not bz now... but to visit u means im very frustrated now... aniwae no one will see this i guess cuz my dear blog ya r deem non existent now... if im not happy in a relationship, should i try to solve the problems?? or should i juz break up... sometimes i realli cant take it anymore... well before these 2 daes the longest period of peace i had was i guess 1 week plus??

2dae i asked her again whether we r going out after exams end, she said shes not sure... i was very scared that she juz wanted me to ask her out so i realli was unsure, yes i did ask many times but i realli was unsure n wanted to go out wif her... she said i was treatg her like she was the "her in the past"... she said she realli meant it when she said she didnt wanna go out... she said i was like digging out her past, she doesnt like to be reminded how she treated me last time... if she thinks that she treated me so badly, shldnt she be very happy i decided to commit to this relatnship again?? n the way she thinks n the thgs that piss her off... in wad way is that showing me she has matured?? when i said "yes gal?" she complained that she didnt like it cuz she didnt call for any reason... "yes gal" is like juz a greetg word u say when ya pick up the phone ya??

whatever, i dunno how long i can take this animore... thanx for listening to me again blog... thanx