Torn.
Friday, September 15, 2006,

feeling damn pissed now la.. woken up 3 times in 2 hrs... slept at 3 last nite... realli juz wanted to take a gd nap mah... hai... now having a splittg headache again...

2dae had a damn fun lecture wan, el1101E, how can such a fun lecture onli require 1 point to bid?? haha... its a surprise package man... some of the stuff they teach inside is kindof the same as cl1101E, but i guess its realli the lecturer man... the chinese lecturer is realli... abit dull lah, haha...

watched e sweety concert wif elaine yestrdae... quite sian cuz had to queue up before the thing start, then kinda pissed elaine off cuz i sulked when i queue, cant help it lah, im not tat dying to watch sweety mah.. but " its not doing wad u love but doing somethg with ya loved one "... so well... i guess i kinda irritatg oso lah... cuz i kinda miss the feeling of suddenly waking up and find elaine in my room wif breakfast... realli very touched tat time... actualli i noe its quite outta her way to do tat but... i juz kinda need reassurances i guess, cuz im realli not confident tat she will be nice and sweet to me soon and things will go back to last time... so its not her fault i guess...

remember the last time i saw a very old couple near my house... and they were already all white haird and cant even walk and balance properly, but they are still holdg hands... damn touched lah... so pple out there, if they can be so sweet even after being together so long, please do not think tat u can slack off even if ya have been 2gethr for a long time... nvr hurts to say " i miss u ", never hurts to juz ged a rose, even if its from e market, never hurts to suddenly suggest ya wanna jog wif him, even though u noe u will end up brisk walking and waitg for him to jog back n find u, never hurts to use a sweet tone when u r pissed, and a interested tone when u r bored... perhaps one might argue " then im not being myself!!! "... sometimes it takes a little effort to love and a little effort to think back n realise he or she did somethg tat u liked and he or she din realli like... wad i say is perhaps rubbish... but well, this is MY BLOG!!! and im entitled to writg RUBBISH!!! wahahaha... as the great huihuang once said to a stranger " not happy dun read the blog lo!!! " haha... i juz love huihuang so much " ( see, ive juz put in a little effort to love ) =p, kiddg lah, i realli love my frens, =p

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