im realli realli sick now... woke up every half an hr to sneeze last nite... now kinda having a fever... perhaps these are the times u wish tat there will simply be someone sayg nice things 2 u, giving u a tight hug, n a peck on the forhead to put u to sleep...

yesterdae went out wif wenjie... elaine's rite hes become quite handsome haha... i asked him whether he enjoyed his one year of being single, he merely said sometimes one cant help but feel lonely... so true... we ate at pasta mania, then ate some cakes he brought frm starbucks where he is working... shiok... after tat we went shopping cuz he needed some retro clothes for his fren's party... ended up i spent more than him man... bought a long sleeve top n a pair of broad shorts tat r soooo nice... felt damn happy after tat man... then e short 2 hr date ended le... haha...

like i said my aunt told me to bring my gf for the party... theres a person i wish to bring very much... but everytime i see her, i seem to make her cry n feel very sad... want her to be happy but in this case, i think its better for me to stay away ba... feelg very tired tryg to keep her spirits up... i told her tat i wld like her to come on sundae if she has sorted out her feelgs whethr she likes me... but dun think shes coming ba... well, think im going to sleep again after taking my medicine... gotta work later... sigh... like my song goes..

" every step ive taken is to bring myself farther away frm you, so tat happiness may draw near you once more " :p