Torn.
Thursday, June 08, 2006,

have been watchg da chang jin recently... its a realli captivatg story... normally i do not indulge in korean n japanese dramas... 2dae i watched e episode whereby " zhen shang gong " died... its the first time i feel like cryg while watchg a drama serial... it oso made me think of some things...

last time when i was wif linjie... we had a lot of problem at first... she went after me... n after i liked her, she was very confused, cuz she was still thinkg of her ex bf... after tat, one dae she suddenly sent me an email n said she has decided to be my gf... curious, i asked wad made her finally decide... she said her close fren's father juz passed away... she come 2 realise tat pple come n go everydae... if we do not cherish wad we have, we might juz lose it any moment...

so be it someone u love, or someone hu loves you, may it be a gd fren, a boyfren, a guy u r after, a gal tat is after u, a naggy mother, a stern father... cherish them while they are still arnd... cuz life n relatnships r so fragile... 2 not cherish it for a moment is a moment wasted, another risk taken, another great loss... may e ones u love oso love you, though tats not somethg u can control... n love all those hu love you... ( somethg everyone can do ) :) ive had 3 painful losses in my life... my father n 2 gals i loved n swore to provide happiness wif my life... hope my words have made anyone hu reads tis cherish everythg more, n hence endure less pain than me :) cheers

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