at home now... saiya has started school again... i no longer needa tutor him everydae... nothg to do at beach hut 2dae oso... eng joe went to school... so im juz lazing arnd... watched a lot of da chang jin juz now...

feelg very sian now... stressed perhaps?? it feels like somethg is grabbg my heart... n i mean its literally feels like tat... hope im not sick or somethg... was toking to beetin on msn... she said i have e ability to make someone happy when i wan 2... i realli hope someone can make me happy at will :) feels a bit like a person wif 'o' blood type... donate to everyone yet no one can donate to him... a sad face hides behind the thick mask of a clown... actualli if i had zero sense of humour but i laugh very easily n im easily happy tats better ya?? i alwaz think to make the pple arnd me happy will make me happy... but im like feelg so not happy now...

dear blog thanx for listeng to my bullshit... sometimes writing down these thgs realli make me feel better... started tis blog to vent my frustratns aniwae... so thank u blog for listeng to me... n anione wanna watch superman?? ( haha quite no link i noe but... haha... erm... i wanna watch superman heh )