Torn.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006,

2dae i went to book basic theory... then went to marina square to play bowlg... but feel depressed e whole dae... sigh... juz damn sian... on my way hm i saw a teddy bear in a rubbish bin... suddenly lots came to my mind... juz feel for e teddy bear... like quite poor thing... n sorta thot of how a life of a teddy bear might be...

a teddy bear sits on a shelf in a shop wif many of his frens... happily spendg each dae in e company of his frens... then a gal bought the teddy n brought him hm... life was a bed of roses... e teddy was like a treasure to e gal... she brought him everywhere she went to... hugged him to sleep everydae... hugged him whenever she was sad n whenever she was happy... suddenly, the gal buys a new soft toy... suddenly the teddy became all alone... instead of being by her side, he was shut in darkness, suffocatg in loneliness in e dusty glass cupboard... e teddy saw his beloved mistress hug e new soft toy everydae... whenever it wanted to reach out or cry out n hug the gal, it simply felt like e gal juz took her hand away n went away... n it cld onli wait... as he gave up hope, e darkness n loneliness soon became habit... n he was no longer sad or hoping for anythg... suddenly e gal opened e cupboard n hugged the teddy n cried... baffled, he looked arnd... e gal had lost her favorite soft toy... she hugged him everydae... soaking him in tears over e loss of her favorite soft toy... e teddy didnt mind... he was juz happy he cld be wif his mistress whenever she needed to hug him... as time went by, e gal slowly forgot e soft toy n didnt feel sad animore... no longer needg e teddy's hug, she juz left him aside... n one dae, e teddy bear was thrown into e rubbish bin... perhaps one dae a very poor gal hu cannt afford a soft toy, might pick him up... n hug him to sleep everydae, finally, forever...

haha... think my story quite lousy lah... i juz write wad comes to my mind... realli not in e bez of mood...denise asked me when im free to work for e nxt 2 weeks... i told her everydae... i think 2 ged to work everydae will be gd... aiya... tok kok lah, 2ml wake up ill recover liao... heh... WOLVERINE!!!!!! ggrrrrrr... loves jean grey hu loves cyclops... omg... haha, havent receover yet... oops :)

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