Thursday, June 29, 2006,

grilled tendoori chicken sandwich
sliced roasted lamb in blueberry martel sauce wif gratin potato

heyhey... for pple hu think staff lunch n meals suck... im surely enjoyg them at beach hut... haha... aniwae e roast lamb was sorta leftover frm a party e nite before... but our chef made some gratin potato ( potato slices wif cheese n sour cream baked into somethg tat looks like lagsania ) n e sauce to go wif it... hehe

then 2dae super bz at beach hut... weekdae lunch dunno why got soooooooooo many pple man... then came a grp of 8 japanese taitais n their army of 10 dogs n 2 babies... imagine e mess... imagine 3 dogs lickg ya feet when ya r holdg a try wif 4 mugs n a jug of beer :0) soooo bz until we had to eat lunch at 330pm... but the tendoori chix sandwich was damn gd man hehe

took this photo wif my phone... dunno why like it quite a lot haha... maybe cuz its orange?? aniwae i took tis pic thru e bottom of an orange plastic water bottle :) i think when u view at thgs frm a different perspective, ya realli ged a different picture ya?? heh

at home now... saiya has started school again... i no longer needa tutor him everydae... nothg to do at beach hut 2dae oso... eng joe went to school... so im juz lazing arnd... watched a lot of da chang jin juz now...

feelg very sian now... stressed perhaps?? it feels like somethg is grabbg my heart... n i mean its literally feels like tat... hope im not sick or somethg... was toking to beetin on msn... she said i have e ability to make someone happy when i wan 2... i realli hope someone can make me happy at will :) feels a bit like a person wif 'o' blood type... donate to everyone yet no one can donate to him... a sad face hides behind the thick mask of a clown... actualli if i had zero sense of humour but i laugh very easily n im easily happy tats better ya?? i alwaz think to make the pple arnd me happy will make me happy... but im like feelg so not happy now...

dear blog thanx for listeng to my bullshit... sometimes writing down these thgs realli make me feel better... started tis blog to vent my frustratns aniwae... so thank u blog for listeng to me... n anione wanna watch superman?? ( haha quite no link i noe but... haha... erm... i wanna watch superman heh )

recently im finally able to ged my tuition kid to do stuff easily... hmm... guess wad... its e power of pokemon n gameby advance!!! hehe... last time he will lockme in the toilet n do rebellious stuff like lie on the mattress n not move or study... after e movie trip he seem to be liking me more... then to ged him to memorise his timetable of 4, i played scissirs paper stone wif him... winner geds to ask loser one multiplicatn qn... of cuz i can alwaz answer... so everytime he answer wrongly, he will put his feet on the wall n support himself wif his hands n maintain for 10 secs... i will oso do 10 pushups wif him... so recently my arms r like breakg everydae... but bigger biceps r nice rite?? but in front of hh cannt wear sleeveless... if not he will say im yifanish n "cuicuifeng" ish, haha...

"finish these 10 pages n u can play my pokemn game for 10 mins" never fails to work... n 2dae after tuition i watched naruto wif him using youtube... i think tuition teachers cant ged more appealg to a kid rite?? haha...

wow... 2dae was a tiring dae man... but nevrtheless a happy one... promised my p1 cousin engjoe to bring him to watch his first movie since last week... n i realli wanted to watch " cars " very much... so well... then was giving saiya tuition ( p2 kid )... then he was quite a gd boy 2dae ( RARE ) so i decided to bring him along lo... n there u have it... me on a movie outg wif 2 kids...

walao... e first thing i realise frm this outg is havg 2 kids is damn costly u noe??
1. cab fare ( back n forth ): $16 [walking wif em til e mrt staion will take forever ]
2. movie tickets for 3: $22 ( $1 for axs machine ) [ they cant keep still while queuing ]
3. 3 macdonalds meal: $20 [ cldnt convince them to eat nutritional food ]
4. arcade games : $5
grand total: $63 ( 12.6 hrs of waiterg )

2nd thing i realise being a single father is no easy chore man... at first it was quite ok... cuz saiya was quite shy... as they slowly got to noe each other, they were runng after each other, clawg, ticklg, pullg hair... please, imagine wadever u can n i think they wld have done it... walao eh... but i think i did quite a gd job lah... keep scarg them if they cant find me im not going to look for em... so they alwaz kept close... then its like quite funny... cuz engjoe is all chinese n saiya is all english... i seized the chance to improve eng joe's engllish... haha... lotsa funny stuff came out...
engjoe's funny sentences:
1." ill kill u " became " i make u die"
2."if u disturb me again i will tickle u" became " u make me i gujit ( tickle ) you hor"
3."my sister hit the badminton shuttle to the left but it flew rite" became " my mei mei hit the ball like tat ( points to the left ) become like tat leh ( points to e rite )
still got lots lah... cant remember liao...

actualli at first when i walk into ps... i saw soooo many couples... for a moment i looked at e 2 monkeys runng arnd i was thinkg " omg wads happeng to u, weiliat?? is there no gal hu will appreciate u?? " haha... a moment of emptiness... then e kids laughter... i think its gd medicine for any form of depressn haha... n im not one hu ondulges in self pity aniwae... thinkg " wo hen kelian, mei ren yao " does not help matters haha... end of e dae, realli feel very happy... guess i love kids a lot... but sometimes i start to think kids r soooo scary oso, haha... aniwae, stay happy guys!!!

2 happy daes in a row is alwaz sweet... 2 happy daes in a row is becoming quite rare recently somemore... haha... yestrdae went out wif jeslyn to orchard rd... shopped arnd wif her... she got a top frm somewhere, a bag n a pair of track pants frm addidas... i juz love gals hu wear like juz a tshirt n track pants or juz shorts... haha... sporty n sunshine... after tat we had platter at fish n co... after tat she went to ged somethg while i went to e toilet... then we were supposed to meet at e wheelock coffee bean there... however wait damn long still nvr see her... then she called me n ask me where am i... then both of us were at e entrance of borders n coffee bean... but no matter how we walk we cldnt see each other... until a waiter walked up n said " sir, there are 2 coffee beans in wheelock place... walao... one shoppg centre so many coffee bean for wad... then after tat we went for some coffee at starbucks bfore i headed home... juz like to go out wif jeslyn... alwaz full of crap, never loses her temper or frown... haha...

2dae went out damn early to work at beach hut... walao eh, 80 pple frm psa came frm breakfast... plus e rest of e buffet breakfast crowd... i clear plate til i almoz died man... after tat boss dismissed us early n i met elaine... then we went to meet huihuang, xiong, beetin n janice... tok kok play pool play arcade bowlg n eat... haha... of cuz wif huihuang arnd, crap n nonsense is served buffet style haha...juz so happy to have tis grp of frens... last time i used to be quite jealous... like everytime like lipen, weijian or huever bdae, everyone will share n buy present... but i know em since sec 3 nvr even get a present once man... but actualli, i come 2 realise they r realli pple hu will be alwaz there for me... n frens tat i can alwaz trust n enjoy time wif... i guess presents are nothg, got such frens is realli my last lifetime's fortune, wad more can one ask for?? well real happy 2dae... time ta sleep!! snorezzz

wow... 2dae was a really happy dae man... haha... was supposed 2 meet jeslyn 2dae... but we didnt decide where we wld be going... then yesterdae i kept callg her to confirm e date but she nvr pick up...thot kena fly aeroplane again sia... haha... so i was preparg to go for my tuition assgnmt when she suddenly called... then she said she had to work 2dae... so i said ok lo... but later she suddenly said she wanted to meet me... then she called n said she was sick... haha... then suddenly said she wanna go jb... hmm... so i went loh... n bought my cousin his deeam pokemon game...

aniwae had a superb eveng at jb... somehow going out wif jes is juz so fun haha... think its becus shes a bit mad la haha... we went city square to walk walk... first shop she went into was a bra shop... then she ask me tis colour nice tat colour nice or not, haha... realli reminded of old times... aniwae end up she din buy haha... then after tat we went to a DIESEL shop... walao... the jeans damn cheap man... 109 rinngit still got 50% disct man... but end up e design i like got no size liao... sian lah... grrrr... after tat saw a lot of nice clothes... but end up cuz i bought 2 gameby cardtridges... so din wanna spend liao... hai...

nxt was dinner!!!!!! finally man... sambal sotong, butter crayfish, kailan, pork ribs, n frog legs in chicken essence... eat til beng san... then nearby got some road stalls, we walked arnd.. all e food seem so nice man... we definitely will come sometime... n jes is full of crap as usual lah... one gd example is when e bill was coming, i said it shld be more than hundred... then she die die dun believe... then she said " chey over hundred make love wif u!! " haha... ended up e bill was 104 ringgit... haha, then whole nite i kept teasg her... kena pinched by her haha, damn painful sia... well, gonna sleep nw!!!!! a happy dae at last, sigh... my happiest dae tis 2 weeks i guess... gd nitezzz!!!!

n pple hu read my blog... e teddy bear story is somethg tat juz came to my mind becuz im sad... sooo please do nt read too deeply into the stupid story k?? cuz someone msn me tell me dun be sooo sad, haha... n dun worry abt me... believe not many pple do aniwae haha... or all those hu do read my blog n r concerned leave a tag?? haha.... then can c whether my blog got sooo many pple read or juz a few haha :p

feelg soooo much better now... realli startg to think im wolverine man... haha... juz now was toking to someone... haiyah... tat person meant well lah... but the thgs she say make me immediately noe tat she is not very aware of the whole story... but wad she says quite make sense... some thgs cannot be rushed... i guess ill juz be paitient n wait ba... sssslllllleeepppp now!!!! meetg jeslyn 2ml hehe... hmm... maybe go sing ktv wif her haha... lalalalala...

2dae i went to book basic theory... then went to marina square to play bowlg... but feel depressed e whole dae... sigh... juz damn sian... on my way hm i saw a teddy bear in a rubbish bin... suddenly lots came to my mind... juz feel for e teddy bear... like quite poor thing... n sorta thot of how a life of a teddy bear might be...

a teddy bear sits on a shelf in a shop wif many of his frens... happily spendg each dae in e company of his frens... then a gal bought the teddy n brought him hm... life was a bed of roses... e teddy was like a treasure to e gal... she brought him everywhere she went to... hugged him to sleep everydae... hugged him whenever she was sad n whenever she was happy... suddenly, the gal buys a new soft toy... suddenly the teddy became all alone... instead of being by her side, he was shut in darkness, suffocatg in loneliness in e dusty glass cupboard... e teddy saw his beloved mistress hug e new soft toy everydae... whenever it wanted to reach out or cry out n hug the gal, it simply felt like e gal juz took her hand away n went away... n it cld onli wait... as he gave up hope, e darkness n loneliness soon became habit... n he was no longer sad or hoping for anythg... suddenly e gal opened e cupboard n hugged the teddy n cried... baffled, he looked arnd... e gal had lost her favorite soft toy... she hugged him everydae... soaking him in tears over e loss of her favorite soft toy... e teddy didnt mind... he was juz happy he cld be wif his mistress whenever she needed to hug him... as time went by, e gal slowly forgot e soft toy n didnt feel sad animore... no longer needg e teddy's hug, she juz left him aside... n one dae, e teddy bear was thrown into e rubbish bin... perhaps one dae a very poor gal hu cannt afford a soft toy, might pick him up... n hug him to sleep everydae, finally, forever...

haha... think my story quite lousy lah... i juz write wad comes to my mind... realli not in e bez of mood...denise asked me when im free to work for e nxt 2 weeks... i told her everydae... i think 2 ged to work everydae will be gd... aiya... tok kok lah, 2ml wake up ill recover liao... heh... WOLVERINE!!!!!! ggrrrrrr... loves jean grey hu loves cyclops... omg... haha, havent receover yet... oops :)

have been watchg da chang jin recently... its a realli captivatg story... normally i do not indulge in korean n japanese dramas... 2dae i watched e episode whereby " zhen shang gong " died... its the first time i feel like cryg while watchg a drama serial... it oso made me think of some things...

last time when i was wif linjie... we had a lot of problem at first... she went after me... n after i liked her, she was very confused, cuz she was still thinkg of her ex bf... after tat, one dae she suddenly sent me an email n said she has decided to be my gf... curious, i asked wad made her finally decide... she said her close fren's father juz passed away... she come 2 realise tat pple come n go everydae... if we do not cherish wad we have, we might juz lose it any moment...

so be it someone u love, or someone hu loves you, may it be a gd fren, a boyfren, a guy u r after, a gal tat is after u, a naggy mother, a stern father... cherish them while they are still arnd... cuz life n relatnships r so fragile... 2 not cherish it for a moment is a moment wasted, another risk taken, another great loss... may e ones u love oso love you, though tats not somethg u can control... n love all those hu love you... ( somethg everyone can do ) :) ive had 3 painful losses in my life... my father n 2 gals i loved n swore to provide happiness wif my life... hope my words have made anyone hu reads tis cherish everythg more, n hence endure less pain than me :) cheers

ho... finally hm liao... its like becomg a habit to write a blog entry nowadays man... a gd way to share happy thgs... n a gd way to vent off daily frustratns... heh

im startg to like saiya more n more... tats e p2 kid im tutorg... damn poor thg man, his mum ask me to give him tuition everydae for weekdaes... if i were him i wld have gone crazy... so i alwaz try to make the lesson fun for him lo... smart but careless, as expected... 2dae i gave him a challenge... if he can score 90 n above for 3 consecutive past yr papers, i will lift off one dae frm his tuition... wow... his score shot up frm 60 to 76... hehe... then he was runng n jumpg arnd when his mum returned hm... so i told him to sit down, then he said i dun care... i pulled him over n said if ya mum decide tat im nt controllg u well, she might sack me n ged a supppeerrr fierce teacher for him... wow, his butt was glued to the seat... hmm... child psychology in uni?? :)

after tat i met my army guys for dinner.. walao wang treated all of us to pasta n gave us presents man... he got me a real nice t shirt... hai... nice guy man... after tat we went shoppg at bugis street... realli reminds one of paddys of australlia man!! walao... sooooooo many tops n nice jeans i feel like buyg... i think recently my self control over shoppg is deteoriatg... luckily im single nw haha... if nt die liao... but somehw i realise when im attached, ill seldom buy thgs for myself, alwaz buy for my gf... hmm... tats nt my gf's fault la... im like tat leh, dunno why haha...

im startg to like shoppg somehw... hmm... so please refrain frm askg me to go shoppg... cuz im juz a waiter now... $$$$$$$$ ya noe wad i mean haha... retail therapy is costly... first u enter e "clinic" (shop)... then the "psychiatrist" (salesgal) will attend to u... after tat she will give ya professional advice and suggest some medication for u... she will oso comfort u by boostg ya self confidence... ( u look gorgeous in this top!!! ) after tat u will take ya medicatn n pay at the counter... :) great singapore sale now, at clinics near you!!! broke pple pls dun fall sick haha

woah... feelg giddy now leh... dunno why... sick 3 daes le... then work halfway my nose bleed non stop...sigh... aniwae 2dae's blog nt tat suitable for kids.. haha..

but well, 2dae's a fun dae after all... its my k2 cousin's bdae!! n as usual, a gatherg of all my aunties n neighbours' kids... tats a veeerrrryyy strong combinatn u noe?? (4aunties+4kids= mass destruction... noise level believed 2 cause unhealthy disturbance)... plus recently i work at beach hut... im realli findg my boss nicer n nicer to me leh... haha... last time every little thg he will screw me upside down... nowadays he will juz tell me the mistake n smile unless its super f up... haha...

some very funny thgs happend during the party... i got one aunty ( 40 yr old, not tall, not thin :) ... she was walking halfway then her foot got steppd on twice... feelg abit pissed off, she turned n said " can u be careful while ya walk "(politely) but the ah lian turned n scolded her " oeeiii ya legs are 2 short la, walk so slow, my fault meh??!! " ...tat was when my auntie unleashed her 40 yrs of hokkien vocab on e ah lian... haha... i wld think my aunt shld have a masters in vulgarities man... haha, but she dun use wan lah... the ah lian muz be damn rude haha...

then after tat my uncle was watchg tv then was reminded of tis joke... a man was bathg in a lake, then he found a magic lamp... as usual he had 3 wishes... after thkg for quite some time, e genie shouted " faster lah!!! if not i go liao lah ".. afraid of losg his wishes, e man shouted in hokkien " i wadever lanjiao oso want!!! " all of a sudden he had man lanjiaos all over his body... in shock he shouted " i wadever lanjiao oso dun wan!!! "... he heaved a great sigh of relief after seeg all e lanjiaos disappear... but wait!!! now he had no lanjiao left!!! after tat he thought for awhile wantg to make his last wish correct... he finally said " juz give me back my lanjiao frm last time... " e genie disappeared... after finishg e bath, e man came up n he found out his lanjiao was tat when he was a baby :) be careful wadya wish for...

then my mum got tis UZAP copycat frm china... then all my aunties were tryg it out... then my grandma (super big butt n belly after givg birth to 9 children) walked in n stared at the uzap thg... (eyes poppg out, mouth open style) then my uncle saw n told her " mummy, yas... no hope liao lah, thanx for givg birth to so many of us) haha... actualli i think my aunties oso no hope liao la... haha... but i think e ladies, despite their main intention for looking beautiful is more for themselves, actualli e guys are e ones enjoyg e scenery rite?? so we shldnt complain 2 much when they diet or make up for long times la, take it wif a pinch of salt lo :)

hmm... watchg da chang jin now... cya guys, hope u enjoyed tis entry :)

woah.. juz woke up frm 12 hrs of sleep... eat medicine sleep, then same thg keeps happeng... finally feelg slightly better... 25 bucks on medicine, lost 36 for tuition n 30 for waiterg... total net loss for this flu is 90 plus bucks man... sigh... but bobian... then wanjing oso sick... make denise have to work frm openg to close shop... wif 3 pple... im realli sooo sorry...

i think i will be real bored 2nite... unless e super runny nose medicine make me sleep immediately again... juz now jeslyn called twice n said she wanted to go out wif me wan... but im realli in no shape to move at all man... now im at hm all alone... hate to be soooo sick n yet soo lonely... haha... but well, ill juz watch some da chang jin n prince of tennis 2 fall asleep... hehe... im in a bad shape... but will i crumble?? haha... " mada mada dane " :) (not yet)

finally can post pics liao... solved some seetings prob for blockups last nite... testg... tis is me lo... like u all dunno rite haha

im realli realli sick now... woke up every half an hr to sneeze last nite... now kinda having a fever... perhaps these are the times u wish tat there will simply be someone sayg nice things 2 u, giving u a tight hug, n a peck on the forhead to put u to sleep...

yesterdae went out wif wenjie... elaine's rite hes become quite handsome haha... i asked him whether he enjoyed his one year of being single, he merely said sometimes one cant help but feel lonely... so true... we ate at pasta mania, then ate some cakes he brought frm starbucks where he is working... shiok... after tat we went shopping cuz he needed some retro clothes for his fren's party... ended up i spent more than him man... bought a long sleeve top n a pair of broad shorts tat r soooo nice... felt damn happy after tat man... then e short 2 hr date ended le... haha...

like i said my aunt told me to bring my gf for the party... theres a person i wish to bring very much... but everytime i see her, i seem to make her cry n feel very sad... want her to be happy but in this case, i think its better for me to stay away ba... feelg very tired tryg to keep her spirits up... i told her tat i wld like her to come on sundae if she has sorted out her feelgs whethr she likes me... but dun think shes coming ba... well, think im going to sleep again after taking my medicine... gotta work later... sigh... like my song goes..

" every step ive taken is to bring myself farther away frm you, so tat happiness may draw near you once more " :p