Torn.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006,

wow... nice of yip to drop by my blog haha.. gonna chiong my aussie album on thrsdae man... sigh... but im looking forward 2 2ml... singg wif ivy wong... haha... actualli theres a gal i wld very much love to sing wif 2... or maybe even want to sing wif her more... but shes like swim 2 tired, sing her voice nt gd, cycle veri sian... well, realli wanna go swimmg... sigh or juz nite cyclg... but i noe she will juz say shes tired... like im not tired when i accompany her sometimes... chey

aniwae 2dae denise ( my beach hut manager ) personally impart her skills of e restaurant to me... 2ml ill be tested on how 2 set up by myself haha... excitg man... then my boss bet 20 satays wif me i wrote a wrong order... i lost haha... but well, im alwaz told no matter where i work... tat im not a fast learner but hardwkg n willg to put in effort... juz nw before i left i drew e restaurant table arrangemt... shld be no prob 2ml hehe...

later on my way hm cycled past her place... so dropped by her place to watch vcd wif her... then after tat she said she was quite hungry n told me to go down n help her buy tidbits... i was like starvg by then... asked her to go downstairs eat somethg wif me she juz keep sayg very troublesome n stuff... i abit sian lah... go eat somethg onli mah... its like i early in e morng or late in e nite when she wants me to accompany her ill never complain tat shes troublesome n appear bfore her asap... sometimes i feel like im fucking stupid to try to be nice to her when shes like tat... i juz want her to do little thgs its troublesome then she alwaz out of nowhere then cry like not troublesome lo... but its like when i see her smile... hai i feel very happy... then when im angry i dun show it evidently... haha, after one breakup regain my temper control liao... heh ( nt completely though )... when i try to tell her to be nicer to me, she will look like ive offended her or somethg... she looked damn tired so i massaged her head for her, after tat she said thank u... i dunno but it juz felt damn nice when she said it... juz wanna noe e person appreciates mah... but im glad she looks happier dae by dae lah :0) sigh, im stupid..

aniwae 2ml will be a happy dae!!! i can alreadi smell it... :) its juz nice when pple appreciate ya company... or rather they tell u n not expect u 2 noe they appreciate it... maybe im oversensitive sometimes 2... but i want her to be happy so much... sigh... nvm!!! sing away my blues 2ml!!!! yyeehhh!!!!!

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