Saturday, March 11, 2006,
2dae really had a bad start to my morning... all of us of the same rank were summoned by high authority into a room and given a tongue lashg... n my so called " offence " was cited as the example of our poor level of discipline... when i tried 2 defend myself, i was snubbed by his rank as he threatend to throw me into jail... quite sad tat no one said anythg for me... i cld onli keep quiet...
first time i cried for the squadron... was realli upset ( but cried more for the sake of feelg better haha... like drunk muz puke mah endure for wad )... was juz feelg like i tried so hard everytime to fight for better things for my men n even for my peers, my firmness has been 2 hard for many big egos... my men comforted me n said they knew wad i had done for them... tat realli cheered me up... :) sometimes we realli dun mind doing anythg for pple we care abt... we juz want some assurance we r appreciated ya?? haha... seeing pple laugh n stuff juz feels great!!!
then played lotsa winning eleven for the rest of the eveng... haha... managed to use newcastle to beat BRAZIL 5-1... haha, joke of tis bookin man... 2ml my fren are going nus n ntu open house.. so sad i cant go... but well... im gonna ord soon!!!! :)
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