Torn.
Thursday, March 30, 2006,

yeah!!! u got it... im finally set loose upon tis world once more!!! haha... 21 daes wifout e civilian world... when i stepped outta camp... even the bus exhaust smells like perfume... n the soggy wantan mee near my place tasted like crystal jade ramen... haha... 2dae went sakae buffet wif weijian n huihuang... n got thrashed by huihuang at pool... walao eh... play 9 sets onli won 2 man... grr...

aniwae these 21 daes made me realli think alot... n became suck kok buddies wif weiqing hu served 21 daes sol wif me of cuz haha.. non stop winning eleven man... i looovvveeeee liverpool man!!! aniwae i oso missed lots of pple... i literally kissed my phone when my mum called... haha... n i wrote a song, after being inspired by " memoirs of a geisha "... tis is juz the chorus, someone help me out wif the tune k??

every step ive taken is to bring myself farther away from you
so that happiness can draw near you once more
every step loneliness make me stumble and fall
yet ya smile in a world without me... gives me strength to carry on...

every nite i fall asleep n dream of all tat u have once said
i awake to flashbacks of all the mistakes ive made
when i cant fall asleep, i imagine u in his arms...
ya smile in a world without me.. made me so happy...
tat i can... finally fall asleep...

8:36 PM