Torn.
Saturday, March 11, 2006,

juz went to open the door for one of my fellow colleauges... he took some time off out to go for some drinks... so was abit drunk... he suddenly sat down beside me n asked me abt wad happened tis afternn... he said he was very sad tat i never share it wif him cuz he wants to share my burden... his eyes, his drunken voice... i know nothg but the truth was coming out of him... so theres someone hu realli wants to share my problems... a true brother perhaps...

hes a very gd singer, we both love singg... n we r both pple hu have strong principles which do not cripple under authority... maybe tats why theres a bond between us?? he told me no one toks to him at hm... he can onli use alchohol to pass time.. i guess i shld really cherish tis fren... ill be there for him when he needs me... juz like ivy jaz linjie n elaine... i promised these 4 ill take care ofem forever... n ill keep my promise as a fren, a bf or a hushband... as for jackson, i make tis promie.. n let tis entry on tis blog be proof of tis promise..

juz now was singg for like 1 hr non stop wif my fren hu played the guitar... felt damn happy n relaxed liao... plus found jackson to be truly a real fren... i guess gd things are finally startg to happen ;) maybe after every downpour, theres realli a rainbow?? :)

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